So recently I’ve been changing my life for the better I really can’t be fucked with drama so I cut people out my life that cause unnecessary stress. I’ve worked my ass off this year to get where I am. I was successful in getting an internship in Prague but unfortunately I have had to turn it down as I can’t afford to move over there. I’ve lived on my own for 4 years now and it’s still so difficult to afford to live and pay for everything. I’ve completed college, went to university and dropped out because I did a course that had no relevance to what I want to do. Since working for a year I have now decided I am going back to university to study journalism. I have applied in Glasgow, Edinburgh & London. I need to stick it out and prove to all these people that never said I’d make anything of myself… not even them prove to myself I can do it! I’m 20 years old and I want to make something of my life I’m not willing settle. If you fail, try again I’ve worked too hard to just give up.
With regards to the love life, well I’ve never been in love. That use to upset me but recently I’ve realised that’s okay… I date, pull on nights out but have never been in a proper relationship. I’m not a confident person and don’t know if I ever will be but the realisation is that I need to get happy with myself before I can expect others to. For now I’m just gonna concentrate on having fun, living life and if someone comes along then fair enough…
Good things come to those who wait.